Stephen Hawking

I have a new respect for Stephen Hawking. In the movie Hawking, Benedict Cumberbatch does a wonderful job of portraying young Hawking. It's really great. I want to buy that movie, but I don't know where to buy it or anything. That's a big sadface, but I can live with it for right now.

Lying to Myself and Others

Basically, I say I'm fantastic, you ask if I'm being truthful, and I say yes. And then you actually buy it.

I have decided that I need to move away while I still can.

I want to go to Arizona for the summer.

I just want to run, hide away, run before they're chasing me down.

Even the most encouraging words can't get to me right now. That's how down I am. I blame mainly myself.

Hating

I hate, sometimes, I hate when my friends think they can borrow my stuff all the time. Text me, "Can I borrow your boots?"  I'm too nice to say no, but it bothers me sometimes, so I always text back, "Why?" They say something like, "I've got this great outfit all planned out." And I'll say, "Fine." It's annoying sometimes. I don't like it, and I don't like that I don't like it. AAAAHHHH! Confusion!

Time

"This is how time progresses here, as in the manner of a dream." ~ Miss Avangelista, Silence in the Library, Doctor Who season 4

Isn't that a superb way to describe how time passes?

"The days were short, but the years go passing by." ~ Turn a Square, The Shins

Not the way I would describe it.

"The days are long, but the weeks go passing by." ~Myself, speculating

That's more like it. Okay, FYI I'm going to be in another play, and it's going to be epic, so if you know where I live, come see it. Um.... Also, I've been really happy, and I've also been really sad. I have to be careful with what I put on Facebook though, don't want to seem too sad or too happy. I'm just pretty chill most of the times, so that's how it's like.

Also.... Um... I can't remember, so if I do remember, I'll get on here and tell you.

K-Thanks,
Bye!

Spring Break

My spring break (which has ended now) consisted of watching Conference on Saturday and Sunday (it was a great four sessions. I love my church. Really lifted my spirit), having Kaleigh over from Friday night to Sunday afternoon, doing a photo shoot with Kaleigh on Saturday at the park (in between Conference sessions), staying the night with Krysta, hanging out with Jared and Lisa on Monday, and going to the Zoo and Science Center with Abby, Krysta, and Willow (Abby's mother) yesterday. I have only one thing to say. I have never loved Spring Break so much. We had so much fun. It was epic. I just.... I feel so blessed that I could have so much fun this week and not feel like I don't have any friends. I feel so happy that I could experience things like that.

PHOTO SHOOT PICTURES

Note: They are mainly taken by me, of Kaleigh. My mother has the pictures of me.

 Kaleigh is looking just as beautiful as she always does.

 This is my reflection in the car window..... I thought it was cool.

 This little bit of scenery was so pretty I had to take a picture of it. I absolutely adored it.

 THREE GATEWAYS TO NARNIA?! WHAT?!

This picture reminds me of the SyFy movie 'Alice'. Just the way I'm dressed, the tights and skirt mainly.

ZOO AND SCIENCE CENTER PICTURES

Note: Yes. That is the ORIGINAL Captain chair from the ORIGINAL Star Trek show. And yes, I am sitting in it.

 I have this odd obsession with bubbles and picture taking right now....

 Yes I edited it. There is no shame in that. Actually, I edited all of them. Because that's how I roll.

 On the black horse that was my ride.

 Rickety rockety...

 I actually don't like this edit...

 Tunnel.

From left to right, Abby, Krysta, and moi. 

 Beam me up Scotty! Yes, it's been edited so it doesn't have the copyright thing from the Science Center at the bottom, and so it looks awesome. Left to right, Abby, me, Krysta, and then Willow.

 Yeah, that was loads of fun. I have GOT to do it again. Left to right, Krysta, Willow, Abby and me. Yes, I'm whispering in her ear.

 That's me, totally cruising in the chair. THE CHAIR. THE ORIGINAL CHAIR.

 Left to right, Abby, Willow, ME IN THE CHAIR, and Krysta

There is this little space shuttle you can get in and chill. I sat there, flipping buttons ect. 

The whole Spring break was great, minus the loads of boring TV watching we did while dad was a work and mother was at school, the TV watching that WASN'T supposed to happen. Primeval, Sanctuary, AND Doctor Who are all coming back on within a few weeks of each other. I can't remember when Primeval comes back on, but Doctor Who comes on the 28th of April I think, and Sanctuary comes out in May. 

This is really exciting. That is all I have to say about it. Although at some points during the week off of school I felt a great bought of depression hit me like a truck, I did okay. I think I did okay. 

Until the next time something AWESOME happens to me? 

A Change of Attitude.

I've decided that even when I'm down, I'm going to say that I'm up, and that I'm happy. A change of Attitude can make the whole world be a happier place.

Lying

I hate that I have to lie. I HATE it. But I do it to protect everyone. When they ask you what's wrong, you tell them you're thinking about something obscure that takes a lot of brain power, when actually, you're thinking about how wretched you feel, and how selfish it makes you for feeling that way. I have never wanted to cry while hanging out with friends so bad in my entire life. I don't want to talk about it.